The Kaden Made - Where Am I lyrics

Yesterday in just one minute f** I need to limit What I say in every way I know that words hurt That one word that I spurt Can cause many racial issues You can not help it if someone disses you Make sure you keep your mouth shut And do not let the cord get cut Please listen to this advice Find help with the book of Lamentations I was shoved up against the wall Hatred in his eyes, would've been k**ed if not for the call I lied to Mr. Martin, right in the face I can never forgive myself for cursing Brandon's race Sent us both down to the dean Thinking I had too much overdose I am sorry, I think I was the one to provoke Walk pa**ed a janitor, he asks how I am doing f** you, look at me, I am ruined I am being someone else I am not. I just want to be like him. But now I am lost in the dark, crying out to God, where am I? Will I ever get the trust Back and scrape away this rust? Hack hack hack at your back And make sure that you never come back Back, back, back into this sh** where you started fresh men year Psst, make sure you do not fear Sweat on my face as I sit in front of Ghee Like, wtf? Me? No, why would I call him that I have been raised in a manner to never talk like that But I know he has caught me lying I do not know why I keep f**ing trying This is it, school is coming to an end I am finally circling the bend