The Kaden Made - From Where I Started lyrics

Up on this stage it looks like a Neon World You can't see the people, but you can feel the jibe in this room This whole rap thing feels like it's wurled But you can find me in this car like vroom vroom Heading down the highway fast All of the I cars that I have pa**ed Look blurred as I make it down this curled Road carrying all of my equipment in this load This time I won't mess up I told myself I promise I won't k** myself I am sorry Ben, for the times you've been hurt I am sorry Connor, for texting your gf and leaving her in the dirt My intentions were not meant to be rude But my life is changing, swear to God, not trying to be crude Apologies accepted, hopefully? And about the messenging to Brea I might as well go and drink some Sangria Cause I know, she's too old for me Wish her good luck in college Hope I don't make any dumb mistakes To misinterpret, my life is at stake That is why I drive off to the woods Try to meet my friends in the hood Smoke cigars and laugh Cry with each other and smack each other on the back Just like the good old days Back at the Prep Five dollars for an old bag of lays At the Prep Cla**es were to hard for me At the Prep Had to drop out and make a living That is what the Prep did All my homies left behind It was for good for me to say goodbye to Levi, that motherfreaker Damn, I miss that place But what is there for me to say? Is it alright for me to say ok? I like my life and I like my friends There is not money that I have to lend I am in this Neon World, the Ne-ne-ne-ne-on World So I dress up in a suit and tie Maybe I'll wear my bolo one tonight Hit the red carpet with my barf bag Just in case I get nervous I look nice, do not look like a rag I have a huge box of Church's wings Damn, must have a great freaking time Better wash the grime off you lips And there's water, remember to take a sip Pray, make sure you say that you want to Thank God This is my dream On the red carpet huge smile, like a beam Meet Drake on the hour Listen to Adelle sing Hallo Then it is you on the platform Kiss your wife before your make a storm Crowd goes wild, you finish your piece Look like a child, say God's peace (Thank you Brooklyn!) (And, the winner of the best song goes to - - Adelle!) Damn, I was close I will always have a smile like a rose But those people brought me hope That felt like dope But still, thank God This Neon World, in the back throd I did sit in the back row Probably could not see the crow I had but sh** This Neon World Fits me so perfectly like a manicure Would be a fool if I let this by So finally it dawns on me, the truth soli. two times He digs into the trash About to find the brains that I smashed out of the dog I guess it is more edible than the fish in that mog Crawl out of there Pulled up his chair By the trees, feel the nice warm air He is homeless But he wears a smile on his face If I were him I would feel hopeless But this is the new american race His face is bright What a wonderful sight I have all the riches in the world, a big large sum This man, he is just a bum Should I give him money Help him out, or could I be running? I walk over to him, he shrinks into his cave No no please come back, I am trying to save Your amazing grace God, is this america That you don't take care of us? But this man shows us what matters Motherfreaker I am at the same freaking ladder This Neon World Fits me so perfectly like a manicure Would be a fool if I let this by So finally it dawns on me, the truth soli. two times Neon World, shine your light bright Motherfreaker!!! Shine your light Damn, Ne-ne-ne-ne-on World