The Jonbenet - Damned lyrics

You're hiding behind this giant brick wall And Im not here to hurt you, but you leave me with no other choice I'm not made to wait around I'm not the one who's f**ed this up And Im truely sorry but I must do this I got to put an end to all of this It tears into my brain every single day Why can't I ever get a thing out of you It's driving me insane I know I'm nothing special And this shouldn't hurt too much But I feel so terrible You tremble at my touch and I see you start to bend Your words begin to break Why am I so horrible Just a heartless pile of sh** There will be no end I've given up trying to fight this I'm getting so close to my faults to figure myself out Spill my guts out some more until I feel okay Cry in car rides and give it another try I'm finally finding myself