The Gun Club - Up Above The World lyrics

I'm here up above the world looking down on the river black ready to take a great swan dive 'cause you're never coming back I'm here up above the world I always have to start all over when I decide I should live I won't be cheated anymore 'cause there's nothing left to give I'm here up above the world We almost started something that you saw fit to take away something so close to my heart something near me every day I'm hear up above the world I'm here Forever you were my sister but you took my heart in chains the worst was when you broke them I cannot live with the pain I'm here up above the world I'm here It's lonely here in the freezing dawn the ships come in through the London fog the builders there are tearing up my street the ambulance roars it makes the sound I weep I'm here up above the world looking down at the river red trying to bet my prayer at the foot of my lonely bed I'm here up above the world Since I'll no longer be living you'll have to answer my mail explain it all to the papers that I bought my ticket for hell There down below the world