The Growlers - Pretend I'm Gay lyrics

My smile begins to show the things That I never knew that I had I raise my drink to drown your face But you just keep coming back I get burning shakes and I feel odd smiles (?) Like (…) out on my soul (?) I find reason while it's all worthwhile But I can't help feeling so cold My smile begins to show the things That I never knew that I had I raise my drink to drown your face But you just keep coming back My voice fell (…) and my face keeps up (?) My dreams become my fear There's so much love that I don't want Cause I just want you here My smile begins to show the things That I never knew that I had I raise my drink to drown your face But you just keep coming back There's me in the night and me in the day Ain't no in between One thousand souls fight for control Of the man with the long gone dream My smile begins to show the things That I never knew that I had I raise my drink to drown your face But you just keep coming back The dream is gone I float along Pretend that nothing's wrong Pretend I'm gay I'm numb to all things straight (?) The dream is gone I float along Pretend that nothing's wrong Pretend I'm gay I'm numb to all things straight (?) My smile begins to show the things That I never knew that I had I raise my drink to drown your face But you just keep coming back There's me in the night and me in the day Ain't no in between One thousand souls fight for control For the man with the long gone dream My smile begins to show the things That I never knew that I had I raise my drink to drown your face But you just keep coming back The dream is gone I float along Pretend that nothing's wrong Pretend I'm gay I'm numb to all things straight (?)