The Gamits - I'm Not Going Back lyrics

I was angry I don't know at what Disappointment filling up my cup and I could Never trust in anything at all I stayed in a place with many walls When I fell down no one broke my fall but I was Happy to feel anything at all I'm not going back I'm not going, ever going back Paranoia snuck into my mind The fear of failure keeping both hands tied I felt like I could not do anything at all I stood up frightened in my bed My heart tried to explode my head I felt the cold sweat on my face I crossed my fingers just in case Had I known then What I know right now Despite my efforts Nothing would be any different Cause I can not change anything at all