I can only try so hard, girl Remember '95 like our love feel right, girl And maybe it just wasn't the right time Maybe in another lifetime I'm sitting in my Ghost, I don't know what to do But what I know is I'm at my best when I f** with you I always thought we'd kinda end up just like the Huxtables Thought our love was like Swizz and Alicia, untouchable Thought we always had that Jay and B potential And ever since we've been apart everything is instrumental And I can't even hear the worst in my favorite song, I'm so numb inside Miss you telling me 'boy, I'm ovulating, so just come inside' I'm kinda torn between what I want and what I know That's why sometimes after the kids fall asleep I get up and go Used to chase me down the hallway, acting like you on Broadway Hop in your Benz, tailing my Range, trying to jump out where that broad stay sponsored links And that was crazy but at least I knew you care That was then, this is now, how the f** did we end up here? Now we care about our Instagram posts more than each other Posting subliminal sh** like we ain't never met each other, that's crazy So we go, I can only try so hard, girl Remember '95 like our love feel right, girl And maybe it just wasn't the right time Maybe in another lifetime We spent the last 24 months arguing over these broads That we forgot about the show and then Cali became a star And maybe that was a blessing 'cause she could grow up to be Reyna Simone at our discretion I be right there for protection 'cause these days my kids the only place to get affection I may be wrong, you a school teacher, maybe I just need correction You used to be the one to point a n***a in the right direction Now we both inside Greystone sitting in different sections Pretending we having fun but what I really want to do is get you to that S lesson f** you till you see the sun And maybe I wouldn't feel so bad every time I see my son He ask am I coming home and I tell him to go ask his mom And sh** get real hard 'cause I can't live without my daughter You can't just be Beyoncé and try to ride for Sean Carter You know I love my kids and can't no n***a replace their father This could be a love story, view the offer right So we go, I can only try so hard, girl Remember '95 like our love feel right, girl And maybe it just wasn't the right time Maybe in another lifetime