The Front Bottoms - Not Yet lyrics

I know, I know, I know That I am not the only one confused About how I felt, I felt, I felt How this might work out And maybe you were someone else I’ve tried, I tried, I tried And I gave everything I had And I just gave up, gave up, gave up, gave up Believe me I’ve tried, and what I found Was what we have is nowhere near as good as what we should have by now Goddamn these girls and goddamn their boyfriends And goddamn the love that they share between them Follow the sounds of the moon, Through the air it will help you sleep To play a part against the secrets I pretend to keep I’ll tell a joke you'll laugh it all seems fake, But every smile in my mouth will cooperate And the only thing keeping me from walking away Is every muscle in each one of my goddamn legs On my hands and knees I will crawl to where you're not Believe me I’ve tried, and what I found Was what we have is nowhere near as good as what we should have by now Goddamn these girls and goddamn their boyfriends And goddamn the love that they share between them It’s okay, kind of pointless, it's alright, I still regret it I close my eyes and just pretend you never said it I never felt whole, the timing was perfect It’s okay, kind of pointless, you shake your hands and can’t believe I don’t forget it You were right, you were right Believe me I’ve tried, and what I found Was what we have is nowhere near as good as what we should have by now Goddamn these girls and goddamn their boyfriends And goddamn the love that they share between them [x2] Goddamn, I’ve tried