Can you hear me out this time just A minute let me find my thoughts Cause I can't think straight in the silence And Jupiter ain't seen a storm like this, no Cause it's so hard out on the sidelines When I just want to blow this ten miles wide And I can't help but keep on thinking These thoughts are gonna bury me alive But this jealousy won't get the best of me Maybe if I just had more patience I could be So far from here And the stars they'll guide me home When I falter And everything comes crumbling down Cause it does and it will It's not heaven But we got so close In the aftermath this vacuum's lifeless The afterglow makes the past so inviting Oh no I hear them say that I'm caught up with my head lost and found But I know exactly where I wish I was if I could only Just keep on moving cause I got a vision If I can I'm running to wherever I gotta go I'm sorry I gotta go But these words lose their meaning Cause I just keep repeating them like that'll make them come alive But they're only words and you know it You've always known better than I do And it feels like I know nothing but envy Maybe if I just had more patience I would be So far from here And the stars they'll guide me home When I falter And everything comes crumbling down Cause it has and it will You're no angel But we got so close You liar And I fell for every word Who knew? You lied But maybe I wanted you too Who knew? Who knew?