The Drones - She Had An Abortion That She Made Me Pay For lyrics

Her life was a heartbreaking mess She dug her smack and cigarettes I dug the whiskey and rohypnol That i stole from her when ever she went cold We weren't yet beat so we beat on ourselves And we rarely laughed and she often cried She had an abortion that she made me pay for Thats all i gave her before she died Eighty dollars i had to peel off my thigh Its a long time now and i lay wondering why Layed under my guilt like its an epiphany Drowning in the heat of sleep Dreaming a ghost with her mothers eyes I get nights walking down the wet streets That run smoother than a bad habit Down past the park where the income came from When mine ran out And i walk in a shadow with my theories grand How everything was out of my hands It wasn't my doing ive got nothing to hide A ghost with her mothers eyes She heard the change in my pocket as i was walking home And she said "darlin you look awful lonely" I said "what would a who*e like you know? seems like you never alone" Then she came out of the shadows to the side of the road And i said "man you look like someone that i once knew oh lord she had eyes like yours!" And i stood there frozen but she was stiller yet My wits they hit the ground running Then the streets went next Time fixed us like mortar time fixed us right there And the who*e and me we were all that was left She said "what do you mean i ain't never alone? Ive never met a single soul Ill walk forever in blackness The blind can't see until they get old That ain't so bad as looking at you Now that you looking at me I llok in your eyes and i know who you see She hurt you good But she hurt me more.................