The Dangerous Summer - Where I Want to Be lyrics

In the back of my mind Well I fought my god 'cause all of the hell that's in my time But I can still see the birds And where they went this year Our winter made things hazy And I know that I was losing site of my hometown And in my blacking out I think I let you down Don't let them try to save me 'cause I'm already crazy And there is something in your face That pulls me far enough away I guess that I always knew that I'd find you when I thought That I'd be letting out my darkest now And in my climbing out I think I let you live I wish you'd try to save me Your silence makes me crazy It takes a lot to say that something is fate I kind of know where you're headed Am I too up front, or am I just on time? Well where is your head at? I reached my point, I let them down I slept in the worst part of this town You are my song, and you are where I want to be I want to take those steps I never have I need to stand up straight so I can feel your breath I really think for once that I can change; It's really not that bad I'm learning now that I was wrong in everything And there's a reason why I think that I can grow; It's really not that bad It's in the way you had, it's in the way you had Me all wrapped up like I'm a part of something finally And I'm never looking back