Yeah you heard it right, that's what I said I wanna grow up to be young and dead Run with the worst-I wanna finish last Don't want a future rather drown in the past Wanna be blind, stupid, lazy, and bored Tortured and crazy, outcast and ignored Truly hated - I wanna be a bad seed So what if I had all those little girl dreams Now I know that's just some junk on a screen I got my own plan and if all goes well I'm guaranteed a lifetime of living hell Chorus Well I've had this hole in my heart For some time All of my life I've had something to hide Thanks for nothing, I guess you meant well But I better be going I got a body to sell Won't you come around if your ghost surrenders Take one look at me and I'm sure you'll remember Chorus