The Crüxshadows - Elissa lyrics

Voicing back from frozen moments The aching words I never spoke Alone now in this cold abstraction The sounds of yesterday transpose And every pause within my conscience I sadly offer up to you So I must go before I falter Before this longing skews the truth And as I push against the waves Know my heart is broken too And though I travel far away Part of me is with you still And if it was my choice to make Elissa I would stay with you But tomorrow isn't mine to give And there's something I must do And if it was my life to live Elissa I would never leave I made a promise long ago And now you must believe That no matter where I travel I can only love you more Whatever course life takes I can only love you more I see your shadow like a ghost Silent and away Apologies make emptiness The things I want to say And this guilt it must be mine alone But the fire's distant glow Is broken to a choice unmade Though I want you, though I need you And as I push against the waves Know my heart is broken too And though I travel far away Aeneas lives inside of you And if it was my choice to make Elissa I would stay with you But tomorrow isn't mine to give And there's something yet to do And if it was my life to live Elissa I would never leave I made a promise long ago And now you must believe That whatever course life takes I can only love you more I can only love you more Strange light between the blinds Dimly slipping paper thin Whispers in my head imply Some new understanding Everyone has a purpose Hidden within our lives Something we were meant to do Or feel before we die