The Contingency Plan - The Last Of My Letters lyrics

Dear Friend, I'm writing you this letter Cause I heard you love some other guy All alone, I sit at home and wonder Why you ever left without a last goodbye I unwrapped the barbed wire From around my heart and the walls eroded But now I'm drowning in my blood Cause when you left me, my heart exploded So I wrote it down, I wrote it off Apologies are not enough On your front step, I left it there For you to find sealed with a tear Remember those nights? Fell asleep at ocean side Cause you weren't lying next to me And I guess you never will What if I died tonight? To heaven with a knife Cause I'm not lying to you And I guess I never will So friend, remember me tomorrow And when we wrote our names up in the tree Those days are leaving me to wonder How you fell in love with him but never me So now you're leaving with him My own vacation is more the permanent kind While you're in the sunshine I'm in purgatory having the time of my life One more deep breath, I'll leave you now I'm sorry that this letters how I told you what I always felt The suns out now and my heart might melt Don't go, I need you more than ever I'll love you always and forever Sincerely, Me