I dropped all of my lovers And I stood up and screamed, I'm in love You gave it to me through the eyes, hatred Centuries deep and true I was wrong, graceless and sick All of the things that I had learned had been wasted There was no living creature as foul as I And all of my poems were false I could feel my soul dropping down through the mattress I had to leap up before it hit the floor and I'm so alone Illumination held out in front of my reaching arms The darker things get the better I say I'm so alone and so are you We all live and die that way You gave it to me through the eyes, hatred Centuries deep and true I was wrong, graceless and sick All of the things that I had learned had been wasted There was no living creature as foul as I And all of my poems were false There was no living creature as foul as I I could feel my soul dropping down I could feel my soul dropping down