I'm not aware that pushing forward constitutes an advance. That memory's best served by one backward glance; But I'm concerned for people like you who think it's okay to do what you do to me. Well it's not. You see. Yes. I am scared that if I challenge you. You'll push me away. Or strike me dumb when I have so much to say. I've practiced these words. Yet now they accuse. My heart's fit to burst with all I could lose from love. Did I choose love? Oh . my burst balloon. Oh my shattered dreams. Oh. My so -called life. This tired tune. My burst balloon. I don't agree: if you can't kiss another you're not free?? Go satisfy your lust - forget about me. But what will it mean when everyone's gone ? your body is queen. Your mind carries on empty. It was not meant to be. I won't be scared: I won't hold back . I'll make my point . I'll seek my fact. I won't be quiet. Won't settle down. You picked me up. You hung around. For now it's my turn to do the same? I never played those games.