The Butterfly Effect - In a Memory lyrics

I've got a head full of noise Whispers are evidently Resounding within a void Lost in the distance. Memory I've got a head full of choice Each door the same direction When nothing more than a voice Echoes the same reflection I gotta get out I gotta get out of this Underneath these satellites Fall like rain When you throw your arms around me A world of walls surround me I'm all right hope we'll be ok I've got a heart full of hate These hands are powerless to change Is it the fear of the fate? Reliving all that could have been Until it won't let me be now This weakness never ending And still it won't let me be now Stronger my will depending (?) I gotta get out I gotta get out of this Underneath these satellites Fall like rain When you throw your arms around me A world of walls surround me I'm all right hope we'll be ok It's ok Am I holding on in vain And I'm praying for a change? All the wounds set deep within Cold the walls you set around me Am I holding on in vain And I'm praying for a change That's never coming? In a memory I have found Falling pieces hit the ground almost running Am I holding on in vain And I'm praying for a change That's never coming? I gotta get out I gotta get out of this It's just a memory of all that we could have been It's just a memory and all that we could have seen It's just a memory I've seen It's just a memory I'll see