The Briggs - One Step Behind lyrics

I traveled far to find a place called home; all I found was broken past and some broken bones. I left it far behind, although I wish that I had another chance to try. Because I might just die a lonely man and be left in the dark. I can see it all now; I'm gonna f** up again. One step behind. One step behind. I traveled far to find a place alone, but i realized what I want I can't find on my own. It's not what I really want, although I convinced myself there was nothing past my eye. And I could never find happiness in this world full of pain. I can see it all now; I'm gonna f** up again. One step behind. One step behind. One step behind. I'm incredulous to think I'll ever be satisfied with my life. When I think I just might scrape by. Then I start to regret every sea I chose to sail. Maybe I'll be a rich man, maybe end up in jail. I'm not supposed to cry, although I can't help but wonder why we'll never get to try. Because I might just die a sheltered man, as I walk through the dark. I can see it all now; I'm gonna f** up again. One step behind. One step behind. One step behind. One step behind.