That Guy - In The Moment lyrics

What can I say right now To truly describe how I feel about this town From all my petty friends Who care more for their trends To notice I'm around So I'm looking for a new face To hopefully cover the trace of who I used to be Living in this constant fear That my past will reappear To lark his haunt on me The facts are straight Yet I don't understand Is it too late To ask for another chance What happened to the guy That I was before The answer that I Don't know anymore I got so lost In the excitement Got caught In all the enlightenment I will never feel the same After I leave this place Everything has turned from black to blue I got so lost And at what cost Ran As far as I could go Planned On never coming home Racing through these mountain tops Remembering all the things I've lost Which seemed to help me find My empty heart and peace of mind And now I'm proud to be Living amongst the careless and the free