[Astonish] I paint a picture with words Trying to find the right color that describe a n***a pitching them birds Hitting the herb, my people trying to make it out the street But they hardly ever get to the curb, ain't nothing sweet Busting heat like it's going out of style Fiends running for the rock like it's going out of bounds Enough to make you frown but we smile at the face of d**h Send me to hell, I'm too cool to break a sweat It's now or later n***a, dying's got a waiting list Living this life will turn a n***a to an atheist Thinking if Christ really cared He'll take some of these muthaf**ing bullets out the air But living isn't fair and dying cheat a little too Good die young, n***as was dropping out of middle school Carrying the heat till they bury me a G I'm fighting like a man, only scary n***as flee This is me n***a [Hook] You know what it is, you know what we about That brown paper bag dough, money in the couch Cuz life ain't sweet and life ain't fair So I'm a grind till my life ain't there That's how it be n***a You know what it is, you know what we about That brown paper bag dough, money in the couch Cuz life ain't sweet and life ain't fair So I'm a grind till my life ain't there This is me n***a [Termanology] You thought I wasn't going to make it but I'm taking A eight and lacing it up with base and chase right in front of Jacob To celebrate the age of the day that I raised the stakes up Remember the days when I razor blade and chopped the place up Remember the rage of the enemies that shot the place up If anything I should lace up all their faces with a razor Montana paper, I'm the ganja blazer Till my eyes looking like Dan the Automator Blazing the lime green, I stay with a grime team Ever since 19 had a perfect rhyme scheme So if you commercial and So So Def Or underground as a Rawkus I'll turn you into a caucus I've been starving, labor pain sh** Given birth to many styles, piranha n***as bit (that's life) Hate to sound pissed but life ain't sweet I'll go out with my gun blazing before I call the police That's me [Hook] [Astonish] Ain't got the life a n***a dream about I'm living what these other rappers sing about, trying to find a decent route If n***as with sk**s was getting the deals Then I'll be pushing a Beamer out and not a DeVille Struggling to help my Ma with the bills that's pilling up High as f**, I'm trying to find the answer in a dutch Got an arsenal that turn the hardest n***a to a marshmallow Walking a thin line, my life is like a carnival Ring the alarm and bring me a bomb So I could blow up but I ain't never read the Qur'an So I ain't taking about a terrorist sect Me and Term, that's my word, couldn't find a better pair in the batch Hate it or love it, but you could never say that we fronted But we been fronted on cuz n***as be hating for nothing But I'm a ride until the die that I expire And to all of y'all I give my all like Mariah You know me [Hook x2]