[ Intro ] (Alan Watts Speaking) So if you really go the whole way and see how you feel at the prospect of vanishing forever. Have all your efforts, and all your achievements, and all your attainments turning into dust and nothingness. What is the feeling? What happens to you? That's what it's all going to come to And for some reason or other, we are supposed to find this depressing But if somebody is going to argue that the basic reality is nothingness. Where does all this come from? [ Verse 1 ] Im standing still Im on some no skin toes And i taste your sweet nothing on my tongue And lady, lately im a little over done But f** it, cuz i was born like this, a son Just let it all slide by [ Verse 2 ] Turn your head to the side and listen This ear has got it back to the basics Im hired for the teacher's lesson Chalk white and the powder's nothing So high, feel the bloody nose I'll fake when the girl says something Quick kiss, and it's back to throwing up Sat and thought about growing up I dont think i wanna try and duck life When im childish, filling cups Take about anyone to get f**ed up And we're all a zero, below average And a little hero in us all You can never find it, unless your brain can break overminding [ Verse 3 ] And i never wanna die again Fill the whole cup til it's high as the rim Never closed up in a ten by ten til im bones up with a benefiting friend I hate love and its side effects Push hard when its time to live or die And set this bar up when it's time to flex And keep the bad sh** out when your high on s** Its frequencies edited Take her home to the bed and it feels so real He forgets it, and leaves his heart where his head is And he can't seem to figure out What it all comes to and boils down My auto thoughts are lacking My sense is in the ground