When you came home, I wrote a song I never showed anyone I still remember the hook, it wen't "I'm getting clean for you" Because I wanted to get clean again And I knew that if I did, we could be happy We did it once before I thought we could do it again I wanted to say I'm sorry I never got clean for you Like I wanted to do so badly And everything I knew, I forgot I will shed this stupid body I will grow tall and be someone new When I do, you can come find me But until then, I'll be missing for a while