Teddy Fantum - Darkest Hour lyrics

Let me enter your mind right now for a second Stop pretending just give me one honest sentence My addiction is a form of protection But it's got me in jeopardy all the answers are questions I'm a menace, I'm reckless Feel like I'm Hollowman, don't think nobody can Tell me they understand, this isn't Wonderland Sometimes it's Hell on Earth Sometimes I don't want it, man So I separate myself from the powers that be Medicate myself 'til it sets me free Think I'm DJ Khaled I'm snapping with the keys Tryina' realize visions I had in my dreams Customized my aura so it's dark but it gleams Got the blunts mixed with pills, champagne, Hennessy You can pick your poison but you can't choose me Don't waste your time cause it k**s slowly Save all that fake love 'til I rest in peace You can miss me now with that energy Better back the f** up you're too close to me It's a struggle sometimes just to cope with me I'm alone again in my darkest hour I'll console myself with these burning flowers Sometimes I fantasize about the end When I rest my soul 'til I'm born again Sometimes it goes down like this How it gets when you them lows All my demons teamed up with ghosts Runaway when they get close I'm obsessed with fantasies that I created when I was ten No distractions, I don't need friends I got real ones that don't pretend Watch me as I spiral out Every time without a doubt I don't know if this is real Reality lost it's appeal Man this lifes really got a hold No matter how I try letting go Haven't get no rest in weeks The closest thing to d**h is sleep Ya I think I'm pretty happy Even though I feel so ugly I can never feel about you like the way you think you love me I don't even understand my self It's all good I don't need no ones help The love is disconnected this is nothing like a friendship I don't feel like a human we're like robots with depression Even talking to each other feels like coercing confessions I'mma be alone forever, bask in all of my contentment Save all that fake love 'til I rest in peace You can miss me now with that energy Better back the f** up you're too close to me It's a struggle sometimes just to cope with me I'm alone again in my darkest hour I'll console myself with these burning flowers Sometimes I fantasize about the end When I rest my soul 'til I'm born again I don't know how to act, my past faded to black You are what you attract, show fear and life reacts f**ed up it got me bad, just tryina' shake it off Just tryina' do my dance, this ain't my final form Watch me as I evolve, It's too late I can't stop I will not feel a thing, soon as the pills dissolve Feels like there's nothing wrong, don't need the d** I'm on Most of these n***as fake, I hate like everyone, for real... For real, for real, for real I hate like everyone for real For real, for real, for real I hate like everyone For real, for real, for real