Ted Leo and The Pharmacists - Bartolomeo and the Buzzing of Bees lyrics

I know I've been distant But I feel a change coming on I know I've been resistant But I feel a change, way too strong You've fought all their wars and You've worked for every boss You've traveled over country and You've been home and you've been lost I know I've been distant But I feel a change we've been waiting on I know I've been resistant But I feel a change, way too strong You've paid and you've been paid but At what pains, just to belong? You've played, but have you been played by This game all along? I know I've been distant But I feel a change coming on I know I've been resistant But I feel a change, way too strong Arguments, questions, our struggles and lessons But do you feel smiled on by your past and present? I still believe in the futures unwritten, living and dying like a damned human being Believe in the buzzing of bees around me and we'll get on What pain has been nagging on Our brains and turning us wrong? What weight has been dragging on Our train for oh so long? See, I've broken down the doors and found Naught but dust and stones for our graves We've spoken around it all, but now I trust we can carry the day I know I've been missing But I feel a change coming on I know I've been resistant But I feel a change, way too strong I know I've been distant But I feel a change coming on I know I've been resistant But I feel the change we've been waiting on