Tech N9ne - PTSD (Andrew Holland Remix) lyrics

[Intro: Tech N9ne] Uh-huh , Yup, O-K. Whatever Don't try to talk to me like you know what this is Yeah, I know I might have symptoms that are familiar to you, but.. I got this Thanks anyway.. [Hook: Tech N9ne] Don't let this eat me alive I only can see this world from the inside And I'm holding it inside Feel like I can co*k it back and let it go And nothing's making sense And I have no patience for anything So I'm going on everything Somebody get me out of here [Verse 1: Tech N9ne] You don't see what I see So how the hell you gonna stop these voices In my head, that got me offly rocky, do you copy? Traumatized much, from homicide, what? Don't wanna flip, but mama I must be the one I trust I ain't got no friend, I ain't got no grin But I'm macho when I lock, load, and I block foes in When I stop souls in a rock, hold, I'ma drop those sins in a box so slim Inside of my nog' grows grim By heard, it goes deep I serve and go weep A vertical leap when you're alert in your sleep Was a word of a treatment, somebody murdered more peace Inside of my third it's so bleak Done so much dirt I go leap to chief [Hook: Tech N9ne] Don't let this eat me alive I only can see this world from the inside And I'm holding it inside Feel like I can co*k it back and let it go And nothing's making sense And I have no patience for anything So I'm going on everything Somebody get me out of here [Verse 2: Andrew Holland] From the first day out the womb, I've been a sort of pugilist Small enough to fit in Daddy's palm, they were scared of losing him My mind is wired differently to the point where you'd hear fuses tick Can't run too fast, but I'm gonna try to keep up with the beat; it's moving quick Muscles squeeze me like a vise Blood's feeling as cold as ice I don't trust myself; I make a choice and end up thinking twice Brother had to sacrifice himself, gave me a better life Would I keep on living if I knew I had to pay this price? Yes, I take my doubts and turn 'em into accomplishments Only takes hard work, luck, knowledge, and common sense My optimism's prominent, I don't have time for drama, kids I'm too busy screamin' "Yes, I can" like Pres. Obama, trick Living life like a movie, break out the popcorn I stand up for the little guy, yelling like a foghorn Ready to fight more battles, I'm in top form Hear 'em cheering for me, I think they want more Oh! [Hook: Tech N9ne] Don't let this eat me alive I only can see this world from the inside And I'm holding it inside Feel like I can co*k it back and let it go And nothing's making sense And I have no patience for anything So I'm going on everything Somebody get me out of here