Team Dresch - Don't Try Suicide lyrics

I'm scared to leave the house I'm scared to go to sleep And when I do I wake up feeling scared My girlfriend cuddles me And holds me when I cry I tell her that I'm scared Ask if she thinks I'll die She tells me I'm okay I don't believe her, but it makes me feel better anyway Can't get myself to eat Trick myself and watch T.V Even when it works I end up puking scared My girlfriend cuddles me And holds me when I cry I tell her that I'm scared She say that I won't die She tells me I'm okay I don't believe her, but it makes me feel better anyway