Tapping The Vein - Sugar Falls lyrics

What am I doing here? What am I waiting for? Will somebody fall from Heaven And join me on the floor? Why am I holding Out, Pretending it might make sense? I will not understand this any better then. If Sugar Falls all over me: If Sugar Falls then we'll see So, I'll wait, as I always wait, as I always wish for something more What if I try escaping hoping for some repair and then what if all of this Heartache follows to find me there?