Tapping The Vein - Butterfly lyrics

What am I? I wish I was a bu*terfly I'd fly and fly Until it was my time to die It's creeping in again I know what I really am Oh, no more pretty, purple, peaceful bu*terfly Simple life If I were a bu*terfly I'd fly and fly Until it was my time to die It's creeping in again I know what I really am Oh, no more pretty, purple, peaceful bu*terfly Come see the blood that's in my bed Come hear the things that nobody talks about Shut up your mouth Shame on you, shame on me Look at me I wish I was a honeybee I'd be anything, anything Other than the things I have been I slip out of my skin So I don't have to do it again But just a pa**ing thought And your filth is seeping in Come scrub my hands, they won't come clean Come sit with me while the walls press in, in on me Shut off that light Shame on you, shame on me Come see the blood that's in my bed Come hear the things that nobody talks about Shut up your mouth Shame on you, shame Come scrub my hands, they won't come clean Come sit with me while the walls press in, in on me Shut off that light Shame on you, shame on me