Tapestry - Followed Home lyrics

Packed my bags with angry hands I'm in my head the whole way home Finally made it, no more cravings Had my fill of being alone I mean you can only go so deep Sometimes it's scary what you'll find I could shake it, fill that space back up with Just a pinch of time Cause what would pace around that cave Was not a lasting form of mine Thought I saw something in the mirror Must be a figment of my mind Had so much fun in Summer's sun Is it a Tuesday or July? Then comes that weight when it gets late I find myself cranking a vice I thought I had ditched it on that road I guess the distance won't suffice You tap into another you and then that door's Forever there You can't un-see the ugly scenes, can only take Notes from your hair And bring a candle to those caves And look yourself right in the eyes So what's it mean? I still dream in green Feeding off fantasies Am I me? A scarecrow on Venus Who only tells of carousels It feels like the incessant faucet drip I am not who I am not who I ought to be But what's that mean? I'm nauseous off fantasies It easy to take down a mirror Though it's good to know Where each door goes And how deep you can sink into it Gotta find the switch