Loss for words what can I say? I never thought I'd be done this way People grow and lives will change Blessings come, come in man ways Instead it's been seven years but I'll never shed these tears for you You'll never understand what you put me through With their lives in your lies I saw my children's eyes You know I should be feeling like a fool God knows I should hate myself for loving you I love you, I hate you, I love you But f** you... "f** you" "Baby your just loss for words" Just loss for words It was hard to read what was on your mind sponsored links I was far away thinking it was fine The more I try now baby, the more I push you away God knows me and you could never communicate And the anger and lies got the best of us I was thinking in the bed we both shared Is where you made that distrust for real And there's nothing to take back there's nothing to retry It's been done, I'm the only one who's feeling something Instead it's been seven years but I'll never shed these tears for you You'll never understand what you put me through With these lives in your lies I saw my children's eyes You know I should be feeling like a fool God knows I hate myself for loving you I love you, I hate you, I love you But f** you Don't you think that I deserve at least the chance to say What about the promises that you had given me Even if you though we'd both be better off You'll never know because you forgot It's been seven years but I'll never shed these tears for you You'll never understand what you put me through With these lives in your lies I saw my children's eyes You know that I should be feeling like a fool God knows I hate myself for loving you I love you, I hate you, I love you And these seven years but I'll never shed these tears for you You'll never understand what you put me through With these lives in your lies I saw my little one's eyes I know that I should be feeling like a fool God knows I hate myself for loving you I love you, I hate you, I love you But f** you "But f** you"