I don't see it will I ever find, you always say I got a special mind I never want it to be that way I count my days from a better time, I feel more certain I feel alive I never been like I've been today When your depth comes crawling, I don't wanna go back I hear your whispers, your calling, I am stuck in time My mind is failing on the other side, I'm in denial I don't wanna die I hope these pills, no, by gone by gone I feel the strength with my special one, when I'm with her I'm not ever down When I'm with you, I'm not ever alone Stay in the rain, I don't mind I wanna live Hit by the pain, It's alright I wanna live Whatever you feel, wherever you go I'll be there beside you, I never let go