Tabu - Sometimes I Cry Yo lyrics

[Hook: Julius Luciano] Sometimes I cry yo, my eyes ain't always dry yo I feel like only God knows what I live for, what I die for But uh, sometimes I cry homie, I ain't trying to get you to cry for me I ain't trying to give you no sob story but the sun don't always shine on me And uh, that agony hurts, will I lose hope or sanity first Hold my head up to keep the tears from falling but that ain't how gravity works And uh, I'm losing my way, but I try not to be losing my faith My therapy is the music I make, maybe you don't feel me, maybe you can relate But uh [Verse 1: Demetrius Capone] Where do I begin? I'm puzzled, where do I fit in? Can't get a job, don't wanna rob and this rap game don't care to let me in Never had a pops, never seen God, so how do I learn to be a better man I've just been feeling so Washington General, this game won't never let me win And uh, that agony hurts, will I lose hope or sanity first Will I lose me or my family, that'll be worse Is my whole family cursed? And uh, the answer's yes I'm trying to find answers to pa** this test I lost my way in a path of stress, I need to mapquest me some happiness Cuz uh, I'm fighting back tears, I'm losing the fight I've been fighting for years My tears have been fighting Mike Tyson when Tyson was near his prime And I'm just fighting like Tyson when Tyson was biting on ears I'm the type of guy that don't like when I tear I shy from the mirror, I hide my cry from my peers Damn, can I disappear? I lost my mind see, can y'all remind me who I am before a n***a gone untimely I'm lost, come find me, I'm a walking zombie Imagine if you was so fed up for real, it made you take to many medicine pills But before you lay dead in your bed the last words that you said in your head is I hope heaven is real [Hook: Julius Luciano] [Verse 2: Andrew 'Dice' Dinero] Let's see, where to start? A child is born, his parents part Ways, they left him scarred, now on the beats he bears his heart And soul, I know, I sense sometimes I'm wrong But I'm after the cheese, I put crack in the streets kinda like potholes When I'm wrong, I own up to the sh**, I'm grown A lot of n***as might be on different paragraphs but on the same page I'm on I struggle, I didn't come from wealth, but still I'm tough as nails Had to get money my f**ing self, but I'm more concerned for my mother's health Calling me from the hospital bed, telling me what the doctor just said As she fight for her life, I wanna cry but I give her comfort instead This life is cold at times, no clothing line Got a Colt designed to keep you warm in these frozen times, the sun gotta work overtime Can't find peace then why can't I get me a piece of this god damn pie When I pray to God my eyes ain't dry, if you say you don't cry, you a god damn liar Try to escape my troubles, but everytime I run away I stumble Tears fall in streams, interrupt my dreams, wake up with my face in puddles [Hook: Julius Luciano]