Tabs - Mt. Eden-Sierra Leone (Taboo BadKarma Mix) lyrics

Ye ye, Tabs One up in this motherf**er, Bad Karma, Dead Rabbits, sh** is crazy you know what I'm saying I never do sh** like this, but uh the heart wants what it wants you know, tells me to write I write, know what I'm saying so, see what I can do over this sh**, walk with me Plenty ask why, not too many ask why not Cuz a national past time standing in line is live stock These snakes side wind you bound to wind up in that pine box Cuz your troubled waters are high tide, and your minds eye is your blind spot I'm a cyclops in a land of the blind so that makes me king But I don't need a Sierra Leone blood diamond, or a chain that blings Cuz I ride on and fly through the storm with paper wings It's amazing cuz the pain it brings, really ain't a thing It makes me think I'm losing control In through the nose out through the mouth breathing Barely kept alive trying to exercise these foul demons Who been proud beating my inner child with them sounds shrieking But I found found freedom on Mt.Eden screaming out that I'm now leaving And that begins the transformation Strolling through disasters cuz I know the answers waiting It f**s with me cuz I felt emancipation And they cut the legs out from under me like cancer patients, with amputations This man is raging but forget that stump I fell in a d**h trap but now it's time to get back up I reject that cuff that tries to shackle me to self doubt It tried to hold me in a cell but I broke the hell out Like a bat outta hell, so I could get a head start But this ain't much better, front and center in a d**h march Now I can slowly search, throughout this holy verse But it's taking so long to find where I belong on this lonely earth So I wrote a verse about this rare fact I lose my inhibitions while spitting to a kick snare hat and For every single this there's that When you staring in your piss know that it's there spat Now I'm back in this black hole, I know that my souls trapped Smoking a packed bowl trying to find where my homes at I don't know where to go so I follow my own tracks There's holes in the map so I can't find the road back I'm still young but I'm ready for retirement Tired of these desires that now became requirements Lost in the dark trying to find enlightenment Cuz only fire lives and lies exist in my environment I lost sight of it, but I can see clearly now You ain't gotta feel me, you just gotta hear me out I nearly found the purpose I was searching for The herd that calls got me internally on the verge of war Furthermore it tortures me relentlessly So often I find myself walking with the enemy It rose from my coffin, I'm haunted by the memories To the point of everything I wanted is necessity Tormented mentally and I can't stop distressing Cuz all's I need answers, but all's I got are questions I exist in a paragon beyond your comprehension Like staring in the stream of life and seeing God's reflection Convalescent but the pain is evolved Teaching conscious lessons before it dissolves my resolve If I'm gonna solve the problems that I got in my dome I need some Hip-Hop, good pot and two shots of Patron And that should get me to where I'm going faster But my expectancy for destiny is moving slower than cold mola**es Trying to focus through broken gla**es Cuz my soul just hopped out of an open casket and wrote a cla**ic I rose from ashes like a mythological phoenix I mix psychological and philosophical with impossible genius This is not for the squeamish, what I'm feeding is a bitter pill This sh** is ill, I have to chuckle cuz I'm having trouble sitting still Spinning tails chasing my tail in a tail spin Word to Thirstin Howl, I've been screwed but it was nailed in A road I enrail, impaled through my pale skin My bread of life was snail, I'm emaciated, frail and railed in I mailed in my resignation, my destination is stay lost This job has no benefits, and I never get a day off All that's good is gone, I coulda sworn I was on the same course but I'm way off Now I'm on my way to find the main source But I've come to find such stress, it's undefined what's next My troubled mind thinks in double time dub step Tell the boys and girls that we're only down to one breath The destroyer of worlds, I have now become d**h k**ing everything, never thinking of pain and sorrow Learn from past mistakes and use today to change tomorrow These days are borrowed, gotta pay 'em back with interest I'm not mad you made it that, I just hate the fact you insist I've been pissed, screaming until my lungs hurting I'ma make an imprint on the sun before I'm done working So many of these steps are uncertain And there's only so much you can expect from one person I've begun searching, the cavernous depths I've traveled thousands of steps Heart beating out of my chest Manic depressed to salvage the rest, I let it go And live my tomorrow as today, cuz hey, you never know You know?