I'm not what I portray, the portraits displayed disgust me Must be my lucky day I'm impale on a nail that's rusty More crusty than the slit after your chick just f**ed thee Dirtiest of dicks, stay away from eating Kentucky It must be I'm just a kid at heart who looks like Chucky Ugly as sin, my flesh eating friend with rubber ducky Bug me again I'll open a den to demons that touch me They f** with me at night believe me they'd love your company So when you shoved abruptly, don't even ask who bumped me? The night stalkers that hunt me are to scared to confront me But humans evolved from monkeys so flunkies can now accomplish High levels of consciousness that make us seem more monstrous Everyone's an accomplice, everyday is more monotonous I wonder when God will stop this same odds as finding the Lochness Preposterous in it's process like agnostics who say God bless the goddess Obnoxiously complex crude colossus of conquest I'm calm yet I've k**ed my heart twice to get beyond d**h But brought me back to life the light that God kept I wept in his site and maybe Christ will put me on next Psalms kept repeating God's greatest in my context Sacred concepts never pompous like Pontius Pilate For who you persecute you may salute one day as Highness L.I.'s finest minus the props and the fame Cause Coal would never go Pop, Hip-Hop is not a game See I never throw rocks even though my castle's brick I'd rather shovel sh** and watch these accusations stick That cats you face are sick we came equipped for the rat race A gat face when I spit and you'll get hit by moving that pace Your raps taste like sh** but it fits you f**ers perfect Break the fakeness of the matrix while I glitch throughout the circuit Til the faceless taste the hatred when they're faced with final verdict Convicted by the afflicted and the innocents we murdered Converted our attention with material possession Obsession of coveting is bludgeoning our true progression Til we're destined to fail, we build the jail of our bondage With homage to our reward a dog returning to vomit For the promise of greener pastures the disaster's impending Ascending to meet your masters but the pa**age is ending With the descending of your kind you got the mind of a mannequin Extravagance isn't sh** when you get stripped of the packaging the pathogen that I spit will make you sh** from your nostrils Like your b**h gobbling dick working the spit at a brothel The debacle's getting thick I'm trying to stick to my roots But my tracks are not my own, I've grown too big for my boots So my sh** when I puke is so perfuse that I'm drowning in a fountain of crap and vomit Astronomic accounting When sounding soliloquies civilities of my psyche I nightly tell myself to go to Hell where I might be Rightly accommodated from my jaded transgressions And the lessons I understand but can't withstand the obsession Question ethical morals of my deplorable acts They quarrel with myself over rhetorical facts Perhaps I need an oracle checking orbital positions Or a bullsh** horoscope that I wouldn't consult for wisdom Imprisoned inside a fallacy of reality tunnels Disgruntled by the finality that I'm validly humbled But I stumbled through the dark trying to mark my coordinance Though I knew where I was heading you can bet that I'm sure of it Chased by my shadow as Christ prepares my way I pray the sacrifice won't be the price I pay It's hard to bare the day, tear away the walls are holograms Hell was built for fools, most people choose to follow man Yeah most people choose to follow man I wanna wake and break from this confusion I know it's fake I'm tasting the illusion There is no escape from the fate that you're choosing I'm loosing faith to wait for my solution If I died today what would I say to life's replay Would I pray He looked away when I wasn't all I relayed And we say a lot but most of it we didn't mean We consider it forgotten til we spot it on the screen Products of our scene and what I've seen makes me nauseous Playing puppets in public for corrupted demonic forces Melodic portraits, rotted corpses in the flesh Who breathe the breath of life, we only speak of d**h And stay depressed even when blessed with the wisdom You're your own worst enemy, we found serenity in prison And this is living loss when you're driven to the thoughts That's it's easier to give in once you've given what you fought Committing sloth, lust, wrath, greed and vanity For humanity to envy we can feed insanity And we can be the gluttons who know nothing but the taste To claw the walls of Heaven when my brethren fall from grace It's all a waste so place some crumbs on the furnace God don't send us to hell we run there screaming burn us Turn us into wicks until we're swallowed by the pit While we commit more to follow when we can wallow in the sh** It's hallow when you spit, self-praise about the wealth made But never gave help until the day we dig ourselves graves Self rage is felt but what the hell you do about it Get high one more time until you find your mind clouded And you allowed it so point that finger up your a** It says in God we trust but God don't trust in cash It's just a mask, society basked in the carnage Got your eyes wide shut while we're stuck in clock work orange And this will warrant war to tour more than just this country There is no future proof when we reduce the youth to junkies And we're from one tree, our children become the branches They follow how we stand so be careful where your stance is No second chances, and answers are hard to come by The old create wars, do nothing more than watch the young die Untie the noose and find a use for the rope Instead of choking out our kids let's build a bridge of new hope Where we can roast a pig and live in luxurious heights That is ripe with opportunity for the communities life I light of unity humanly bring with altruism Envisioned in foresight that we're all one organism But driven to murder by the demons who love inciting it Fighting amongst ourselves choose the hell over enlightenment Inviting it in until the sun becomes vehement Being it is your focus, you're hopeless of ever seeing it Freeing it from the leash, the beast devours its own tail So hail to building boat in the hopes that it won't sail Bail from the wreckage protecting my balls from scrapes But I didn't escape at all it was a fall from grace