Taboo - Mouth Full Of Sand lyrics

[Coal Cash] Feels like we never learn, and it's confirmed when burning chronic A promise of honest frauds with dogs returning to their vomit I don't wanna applause, I want a cause that we can die for Swore goodbye to lies, asked why do we even try for? Why you're surprise, disguise comprised the makeshift Then shape-shifts its traits til you can't place where the face is Taste this disgrace that was laced with the feeling of dealing with nothing real This reveals the chameleon Concealing in dirt dealing that was stealing our reality A smile to hide the hurt, to search for comfort in the fallacy Work the balance beam a challenge seems to be the teetering King of the pull trip so the bullsh** keeps on deepening Seek to bring the clarity but parody my polarity I'm variably depressed so yes distress my favorite charity I'm like a parakeet to keep repeating a need for speaking I'm seeking a fleeting sentiment benefit of tentative teachings I'm reaching for eminent evidence, a glimpse of heavenly resonance While pestilence in my shell rung like a bell that hell's my residence It's prevalent as well ain't hard to tell ain't nothing good enough Enough stuff in my brain it's so much pain I wish it would erupt I should've struck to f** the proud and pretentious Dwellers of wells without water more of a cloud in a tempest I'm empath to the slaughter seeking order in calamity Insanity at our borders filling coffers with our casualties [Tabs] I hear the people talking as I'm sleep walking through Neverland I never listen, mood forever shifting like a desert sand Trying to be a better man, can't ignore what we got But that last pedal landed on the floor she loves me not And, what I thought to be a pillar of stone became a Cold shoulder that left me chill to the bone and now I Rome the wilderness feeling alone Subjected to these wretched thoughts that are filling my dome I thought this was a treasure but what I found Was no pearl and it turned my whole world upside down And now, Hell is redemption and Heaven is painful And that devil on my shoulder is disguised as a benevolent angel A malevolent fable, not able to stay sane, cuz the Truth has been sent to the losing end of the blame game Forever in trouble how am I supposed to maintain When that light at the end of the tunnel is a freight train I felt a great pain ever since I was knee high Cuz these eyes watched as opportunities would speed by I don't know what to do, my moment of truth was a complete lie Watch my dream die and couldn't even muster up a reply I just hit the ground running, I couldn't hold still I knew that the view from the top would be so ill But when I got to the top my soul felt the cold chill Cuz I found out this mountain is only a mole hill [Chorus - Tabs] Now I realized all of this time was time wasted Mouth full of sand to understand how lies tasted The pain is strong how long can I take this Mouth full of sand to understand how lies tasted This lie fate is irate cuz I hate this Mouth full of sand to understand how lies tasted I could be great but I'll probably die nameless Mouth full of sand to understand how lies tasted [3x] [Coal Cash in background] I wanna wake and break from this confusion I know it's fake I'm tasting the illusion There is no escape from the fate that you're choosing I'm loosing faith to wait for my solution [4x] [Coal Cash under the Chorus] We rise we fall Wanna break through the wall Of the lies of it all From the fake and the false