Tabby - Twelve 27 lyrics

[Intro] Don't believe in deities, believe you hearing me Shrink beneath the sink, fearing someone bout to k** Ralphie Mind in a blur. Ambition stirred, It fled from me Now left & right married for peace & harmony: Please, no harming me Don't believe in deities, believe you hearing me Shrink beneath the sink, fearing someone bout to k** Ralphie Mind in a blur. Ambition stirred, It fled from me Now left & right married for peace & harmony: Please, no harming me [Verse] Twelve 27 Two days later, he back in heaven Two years of age, I lacked awareness Twelve 27 Two days later, Dad lost his baby How could he take it? Off to the Natives, lost in the mountains Sparked sage. Followed constellations Walked paces didn't lead to X, facing This ain't the Matrix. No exit Uh Twelve 27 Celebrated different, no name on cake Just dated pics on Facebook Poems got tears tracing people's faces Father water sorrows like a gardner Uh Twelve 27 Why was it him? Dad blames himself Not the helmet. Didn't even work Now he hang out in the basement With his face printed on a shirt Uh Twelve 27 Written on my skin to remember my mortality Last of my daddy's. Momma pats me on the back Every chance blown. Nasty habit of romancing bad ones Buy 'em drinks, something fancy Finances dad has managed in the trash Now spending more to cover my credit score & a** Pop pills after pills, spine is k**ing His nerves pinching like how you bother siblings Don't know how that feel Uh Twelve 27 Two days later, he back in heaven I think? I don't know. I don't believe in God anymore Hypochondria, I fear every organ I fear hearing organs when I kick the bucket I'm no 49er, can't find gold in dying Multiplying my anxiety by the ounce s** it up b**h, we all end up in the ground Close your eyes without closing lids boy That's a darkness you can't comprehend Uh Twelve 27 Need to know the answers Bro, lend a hand. Joe, just come back