T-Stoner - Addiction k**s lyrics

[VERSE 1] f** it I got a lot to say let me get started My wife sent you a message, you act like you ain't got it The message was about you spending christmas with your daughter I thought you'd give a f** about it you're her f**ing mama But still you keep playing the victim Using the situation to justify your addiction I hate to tell you that your daughters really starting to hate you now What kind of junkie goes to jail for breaking in the neighbour house I swear this sh**s getting crazy I tried paying for rehab on three different occasions Don't worry now we got this me and my wife went all in Until you're 90 days clean don't even bother calling [HOOK] Some nights I just ride and stare at the sky I wish you felt how I feel Something that so fun could go so wrong, we know addiction k**s Some nights I just ride and stare at the sky I'm wondering how it feels When you lose control the truth unfolds and now we know addiction k**s [VERSE 2] I thought about it just the other day Its been a while since you pa**ed away Man, whats going on I turned a cold shoulder to it like i didn't know That you was popping them oxycontins and sniffing coke But you was smiling and laughing like it was nothing new If i could turn back the hands of time I would have confronted you But life dont come with a remote so i'm stuck in the moment And if i can control it why does it feel like i'm frozen In a memory, stuck there for infiniti Thinking about the darkness and what the streets did to me My minds like a perm reel that flipping pictures Of friends that's no longer with us i hope they are forgiven [HOOK] Some nights I just ride and stare at the sky I wish you felt how I feel Something that so fun could go so wrong, we know addiction k**s Some nights I just ride and stare at the sky I'm wondering how it feels When you lose control the truth unfolds and now we know addiction k**s [VERSE 3] The guys that played ball And made it to the hall of fame The same ones that I know die with a needle in their vein It really ain't the old days The game just ain't the same If you ain't dealt with it before then you ain't felt my pain I seen empires crumble I seen families divide I know a man thats whole f**ing family died I was raised to believe that a man never cry If thats the truth why these tears laying in my eyes But these men handle business so im handling mine If you think I owe you something well then stand in the line Got my middle fingers up Both hand to the sky Put my name on the line Quit slandering mine [HOOK] Some nights I just ride and stare at the sky I wish you felt how I feel Something that so fun could go so wrong, we know addiction k**s Some nights I just ride and stare at the sky I'm wondering how it feels When you lose control the truth unfolds and now we know addiction k**s