T. Bennett - Fumes lyrics

[Intro:] This is the story in the point of view Of a man who lost everything Got it back and then lost it again [Verse 1: K-Odd-ik] I woke up this morning my thoughts were cloudy My mind was racing, my head was pounding The silence of solitude's so sweet sounding My life's a little dense I should find an outing Nobody's around me, I lost my wife She took my kids with her and it cut like a knife She took me back then I lost her twice I'm gonna take her advice and end my life So I walk from the bedroom to the garage Put a hose in the front window of my dodge Attach the other end of it to the exhaust As my head replays my life's montage Inhale the fumes, d**h's gasoline breath The more I breathe it in the more it fogs my chest Close my eyes my mind's put to rest Feel the angel of d**h's gentle caress [Hook:] Breathe it in the smell of suicide Exhaust is the best friend of cyanide Unspecified human insecticide Take a breath of your very own pesticide [Verse 2: Psycho-T] Never thought I'd come to this ever Lost my girl for the second time she said we're done forever She said I'll never be good enough for anyone else She said my life is bad to her health She took everything from me except the house and the car I'm laying in bed and I can't stop thinking of her She was my world man I loved her so much But look what I did I f**ed it all up I go to the hallway and stare in the mirror Tell myself "I'm ready to do this sh**," I see clear I go to the car and hook a hose up To the exhaust and then drag it to the window, almost closed shut I can feel me getting higher and higher Finally feeling happy again, won't be much longer Till I'm gone and everything will be great I'm at peace, I'm finally free [Hook] [Interlude:] Breathe it in the smell of suicide Exhaust is the best friend of cyanide Unspecified human insecticide Take a breath of your very own pesticide [Hook] [Outro:] Take a breath of your very own pesticide (x2)