Syndrome - Sir Skitzo - Sore lyrics

[Intro] Yeah, yeah I miss everything Look [Verse 1] I miss the days when I chilled with homies Now they act like they barely know me Say "what's up" and they answer slowly Cause I made it big and they claim I'm phony But I'm not, I'm just busy working Soul-searching for another day I spent two years, all by myself So deep down, I got a ton to say Luxury, I ain't seen it But this rapper sh**, is convenient No suicide, I just utilize I start pouring out, all my feelings So how you doing? Cause I'm feeling great I'm proud of music and I'm proud of hate Cause if they talking, then they found a way To promote my music, even though it's lame But my brain, it's obsessed with music Felt the same, so depressed [?] So I dropped out of school and then they call me stupid But do it you, to go judge a human Cause you falling down, while I'm rising up Seeing clouds, like a flying duck Supply a bluff for these lying f**s I'mma tie them up, cause I've cried enough And I don't need pain. not no more Life is a game and I plan to score You can focus on the profit but man it's more Than the women and the money that I'm rapping for For my health in my heart, my help is the art They tell me that I'm real but I don't play the part So I follow my goddess and learned at the start Now I cannot believe that I made it this far By just saying a bar, I can pay for a car Me and my girl started breaking apart She acted the victim, by plaguing the car Even though, I was the plague in the loss Now I'm explaining this song Cause success is the best revenge But, even though I contempleted going to the city with a bottle to f** a friend Look [Hook] x2 I was talking straight to damn who*es And I was locked away behind doors But I gotta say, that it's not today And I can't wait, that I tour Cause honestly, there's no time to waste And the life you're living is yours So find your faith, try to fight your pain Until your heart starts to get sore [Verse 2] Man I used to freak over the slightest change Then I realized, that I could die today Wiped away, like I'm a tidal wave So now I put my all, in every line I say Cause I won't fade away into nothing I'mma turn my name into something Yo I told my parents, I'mma pay the debt And that simply no discussion Cause they gave me love and they gave me hope When I had the gun, aiming at my throat I was scared that I'd just might just die alone With the reason why described on a note But here I am, making moves My way, I won't break the rules Drop a song and that's breaking news But I beat depression, like a breaking noose Now I'm learning to fly Working to d**h, Cause we're earning to die They said that it gets better, but watch it's a lie It doesn't get better, you learn to survive Yo, yet I'm all alone Growing old, in this country road Often known, that I got the flow To go drop a who*e up in a coffin for Cheating and lying And then treating me like I'm dying She seeing that I'm trying But she always try to keep biding Our feelings by lying And then leaving me to be silent Man, I'm bleeding and I'm crying And it's the reason why I keep rhyming Cause I'm 'bout to hit the top and I never fail If you live on Earth, then you live in Hell It's getting colder, I could tell Cause we all have blessings, yet we all have failed Yo, yet I'm better off being me Cause I get a lot of support And that's spread apart Like my ex's legs, when she's getting off [Hook] x4 I was talking straight to damn who*es And I was locked away behind doors But I gotta say, that it's not today And I can't wait, that I tour Cause honestly, there's no time to waste And the life you're living is yours So find your faith, try to fight your pain Until your heart starts to get sore