Symphorce - Condemned lyrics

How many times have I been told But now the stabbing pain covers my soul The point of return has yet been burned And reflects the anger and takes it's hold Drowning in seas of sorrow I'm on my way, so hollow You hear me screaming out your name I repent from my sin and see me falling down again Set me free, I'm condemned At dusk you fall asleep and I awake I begin to leave but your soul I'll take The darkest path will lead you astray You fear the soil drifts, don't get lost along the way I've been drowning my sorrow for lone And crawl up on your crucifix until I'm strong My constant struggling, my self defence The worth of life, my last chance In times of despair still no one really cares