Symetrik - Let Me Down Slow lyrics

(Everything is crumbling, falling apart I can't really say how I've made it this far I'm trusting my heart to let me down slow, When I've no one to hold, and nowhere to go) I bare my teeth like this life has made me be a beast, Hands around your broken throat, until you start to cease to breath I need relief, this poison's 'boutta creep inside, I've always had this darkness though I'm trying hard to preach the light, You leech the life, you're seeping out the shadows, b**h Seems that I'm inanimate, won't even give a frantic twitch, My final wish, is to disappear, a static glitch, and tragic stitches make me whole, but now I'm walking outta this, A magic trick, I'm something y'all can talk about, I'll be the best I'm able to so babe just say you love me now, Or put me down, and euthanize my simple heart, I'll try so hard to tell you how I've come to love your scars, so start to state the reasons that you love to hate my guts, cuz I'm the kinda guy to hold you close but fake the love, I'll break your trust, so go ahead and walk away, and swear you're never looking back, I swear I'll always wait, (Everything is crumbling, falling apart I can't really say how I've made it this far I'm trusting my heart to let me down slow, When I've no one to hold, and nowhere to go) I guess it goes to show what I would know, about this love, and I am looking for a gamble, but I'm running out of luck, I can barely give a f**, so let's be honest with our words, you want to give your heart to me? I'll only make it worse, so sure call it a curse, cuz you couldn't be more right, but I thought that it'd be simple just to tuck the pain inside, I'll facade my way through life, until I'm sleeping, safe at night, and I'm scared to be alone but I'm the first to hit the lights, and I guess that it's alright when I can say I'm done with lies, and all the selfish little thoughts that I could see within your eyes, and I don't know why I try, but by now you make me sick, always looking for an answer, always fiending for a fix, and I wish that I could tell you that I've learned to walk away, from all the pain and all the anger that I'm struggling to say, I'll put aside my pride if you would try to stand my scars, I'm running out of reasons I should let you break my heart (Everything is crumbling, falling apart I can't really say how I've made it this far I'm trusting my heart to let me down slow, When I've no one to hold, and nowhere to go)