Sylvan - I Still Believe lyrics

Deep in my soul - fertile in sentiments – Gaining control, still subdued and hesitant Thinking of peace for me, hoping my doubts might fade – This is no game, I can't wait till it's much too late I still believe, still keep our past alive Just honesty or extraordinary lies ? Deep in my mind raising continuously Just fate might decide: future or history Claiming to care for you, wondering if love can die – fooling myself, don't I ? Or is it worth to fight ? I still believe, still keep our past alive Just honesty or extraordinary lies ? I'm faking dreams - incessantly It's build on lies - or justified ?