Sylvan - Seeking Nights lyrics

Shadows of twilight, like a sign of might, conquers greed for light Vanguard wings, fading blinks of the day Oppressive calmness reaching out for sure Nervous hours once more, torn apart, bleeding heart Long ago It finds me, reminds me - a glimpse of my past Is behind me, obsessed me, as years went by Abuses me, confuses me - I don't know why it teases Why it hurts me, God, tell me how to forget this night Nights - from deep in my mind Thoughts - that try to accuse me Nights - a trace left behind Thoughts - that try to accuse me Too blind for allusion, imploring eyes Dad, I really did'nt realise! Irrevocable hopeless Train of thoughts that I failed to see Wasn't there when you needed me the most This night when you went away To find your heart that you'd lost Too blind for allusion, implorin eyes Dad, I really didn't realise! When she left your life, you needed me You began to die, I didn't see Just for me I cried, blame on me Feel those seeking nights endlessly Seeking nights… Now it's near - every breath is cool I regret what I've done to you If I could I would undo all Seeking nights