Sykamore - Poison Well lyrics

I wrote, "Dear God Is this a test? Cuz I don't know If I tried my best for you." I wrote, "Dear God I'm such a mess I look like hell But I bought this dress for you I bought this dress for you." You broke my selfish heart It ended at the start But poison well It tastes like hell But keeps my fights apart We lived the lies He bought a gun He closed his eyes He'd shoot for fun and leave To know how much it was his heart For someone who has so much disregard for me It didn't start with me My heart and soul are stone I'd rather be alone The poison well It tastes like hell But somehow feels like home I ran away from home To reap what I had sown Hear the train It whispers soft and slow "Where do you go?" You broke my selfish heart It ended at the start The poison well It tastes like hell But keeps my fights apart The poison well It tastes like hell But it rips my soul apart