(Is this my fault Fate can Motivate But I'll die slow They say I'll ghost But my fame host Paradise for the ones who Lost their hope Is this my fault Fate can Motivate But I'll die slow They say I'll ghost But my fame host Paradise for the ones who Lost their hope) Verse Satan is calling Pick the phone and told him I'm dying Lying, what? You stealing my life, You stealing my lines You hating my style, and you burning my Bible Ghost my verses, up and away holy gases Ma mistake was holding all the grudges (What) no space for my feelings Eyy When it comes to motivation People never do they just hatin' Support that's an alien thing Non in this WRLD If you find one you dreamin' Or its an alien invasion Rapping everyday, I'm improving each day And it's healing the pain, each time I spit A smile fills my face But wen they listen Darkness clouds my eyes Cause they claiming that I can't spit Yelling that I'm too quick Yelling that I should quit Saying I'm never going far cause I'm too weak Stop following ur dreams u ainno whitch doctor Bad dreams, bad dreams Rapping passion, they just hatin' Keep on rapping, I know you'll make it Don you fake you, understand this You the best you, falling gives you strength And a breakthrough They told me life is short But I've lived longer than my expectations Those are my revelations Trynna escape this demotion I'm scared Revisit the day demons crawling along my bed side Young, dump and scared screaming that I hate life Mama came n told me everything was fine Sleep son But it wasn't,,those things took my brain , took my dreams and gave me fear Now when I'm sleeping, all I dream is Reaching for the skies , dark clothes in disguise Then keep on falling down, face first to the ground Living like an owl, never born to see the light I'm so dark Go to school, graduate seat at home(bad dreams) Get a job that doesn't pay, what a shame(bad dreams) Chase your passion, they degrade it, and it pains(bad dreams) Bad dreams bad dreams Bad dreams(bad dreams) Ma life is fading, suffocating,dreams are drowning Done waiting, Dr Sxrth, don't freak out but you have zero patience left(done waiting,take action) I'm tryanna make it Till they movie my life, like my legends I'm not a peasant,(whoa) Satan (what) Firstly you ain't on my guest list Better pack your staff and just fade me (No) Should I call on God to kick you out Holy fire n burn you down Holy water n drown you out huh Tired of demons creeping in my crib Going deep digging all the joy in my heart Like a freak Can you flee, cause I'm tryanna switch lanes go my way Just looking at my future through my tunnel vision Hit the gas n fly, rapping like I'm high But I'm scared of heights, how to rise Working towards the better days You is what can elevate Long self esteem, short pride Keeps me looking up to my better ways Before flying like a bu*terfly you just gotta crawl like a caterpillar Then Evolve don you give up No one listens , write it down Not rich, too slim wanna be fat so they can say I got the pounds No bed , everyday I'm sleeping on my lyrics to get better raps Fighting all my thoughts they better tap Keeping it real yeah no cap Baby sitting beats call me dad School aside took a nap They told me life is like a coin when you toss it Sometimes is head , sometimes is tail You just gotta go with the flow don't you loose it Never questions whether your worth could make an impact A spark can burn the whole forest My heart was put in ice got colder Inspired by this devil on my shoulder Scared of getting older Then die as a loner Drinking scared of being sober This ain't over Just wanna hangover(over) Bridge So lucky of receiving luck everyday sad part is they all bad with some fate Chorus Is this my fault Fate can Motivate But I'll die slow They say I'll ghost But my fame host Paradise for the ones who Lost their hope Is this my fault Fate can Motivate But I'll die slow They say I'll ghost But my fame host Paradise for the ones who Lost their hope Lost their hope Paradise for the ones who lost their hope