Swoope - Honest Me lyrics

[Verse 1] Just be honest Let me explain what I feel like, on the inside Something that I struggle with in real life Along with lust, and real pride I tussle with giving up my will trying To see through this flesh with real eyes And focus on the real prize, cause See through this flesh is where real lies But I feel like quote unquote, "real lies" Got my tongue knotted in a twist tie Like Lord Jesus, be done will thy Help me submit to thy will In the times when I feel, my flesh Tryna get fresh like Will I am, I need your real God dance To be my Aunt Viv-ian, and Uncle Phil I, need something like a quick still life Pick-pick of your will Christ This sick-sick ill life, got me feeling ill like Tell me where to go turn my wheel right So I'm not left, marking still time Selfishly taking watch, tryna steal time Not much to ask cause your still God moving in real time I'm taking off this mask, this is real time [Hook] Lord this time it's, me Imma just be honest, me Tryna get beyong this, me And keep my promise, yes Lord this time it's, it's me Imma just be honest, honest me Tryna get beyond this, the honest me And keep my promise [Verse 2] Focused on my own agenda At times got me feeling like a winner Moving to and fro, mentally City to city but I'm not in the, right mind state Sometimes when I say I'm into building I forfeit my estate, and that's my mistake But when you say you're into building You look past my mistakes To do construction where my heart at Truth as the tool belt, salvation the hard hat Sometimes I got a hard head And gotta lay right where I made my hard bed Giving up this will is the hardest To claim to be a thug, but I got a hard flesh And so far this, has been no joke Tryna pick up yo' yoke and put down this harness That got me with a hard neck If I'm not careful I'll have a hard-hard next Then when time runs out, and we in the clouds You'll at me and say depart next And now I'm separate, in a lake of flames with charred legs So my heart's des-ire, is to remove mine And put your will where my heart is I'm being honest [Hook] [Outro] Yo this a real song for real people That feel like me, you struggle With giving up with what you wanna do Feel like Paul in Romans 7:19 The good that you wanna do you don't do, you know But Jesus says in Matthew 11:30 That His yoke is easy, and His burden is light We just gotta have the wisdom and strength Just put down our harness of sin, and pick up that yoke Cause as He said, it's easy But we, being in our flesh Try to make picking up that yoke hard, you know what I'm saying I'm just being real right now, you know Try to make picking up that yoke hard That's the struggle that we deal with Dying to the flesh, you know what I mean But, we gotta die so we can live Yes