Swollen Members - Dark Clouds lyrics

[Chorus:] Dark clouds are hanging all around me It's too dark to see tomorrow... Dark clouds are hanging all around me It's too dark to see tomorrow Dark clouds are hanging all around [Madchild:] Dark clouds are hangin' all around I try to pick myself back up but I keep fallin' down Some times I can't even get out of my bed Thinking about the night before and stupid sh** that I said It's at the point that I'm focused on hibernation Less interactions with people less complications Alcohol and altercations Tylenols and conversations I'll be fallin' off the face of the earth if I don't change What's the f**in' point in upping my worth if it's all pain And Shane's going insane while basically in my prime Can I rediscover my mind are we wasting each others time I don't cry I don't look up at the sky and ask why But sometimes I feel like I'm patiently waiting to die Go thru the motion s try to put the pen to paper with love But I'm still holding back afraid of what I'm capable of... [Chorus] [Evidence:] Dark clouds all around rain drops keep fallin' on me And when it all falls down god be callin' on me I told my girl I fixed the holes in our roof Then the storm came down and exposed the truth So many obstacles to face in this game It's like deal with this sh** or drink away the pain It seems like I'ma stay in weed clouds 'til d**h clouds Because my mother left this world and I ain't been right yet Main I ain't seen sun beams in weeks In the summertime in California live from Venice Beach It's mostly been on some dark clouds and rainy days It's cold nights and heart pounding heavily After all this financial problems miniscule You can overcome then you can do anything I need a new cat for this dark cloud to follow Cause while it's over me its too dark to see tomorrow [Chorus] [Madchild:] Dark clouds hanging around so my vision is blurred I just walked into the room they new this kid was disturbed Mental hospital, they said I haven't lost it though You don't look that bad go ahead you're only half mad Open the curtain and I hopped out the bed I guess I'm allowed to walk the streets with awful thoughts in my head Now it's just me against the world Got my dogs and my girls got my shotgun, and my Glock Got my friends that keep it thorough Plus my family understand me I got a lust for wealth Don't trip if I don't trust you I don't trust myself Associates and friends of mine are droppin' like flies from getting shot Or getting caught up or not and getting high I've been with girls that had suicidal silhouettes Me I choose a new slow d**h from smoking cigarettes [Chorus]