Swingin' Utters - Agonist lyrics

What if I just sent away Everyone and everything And that alone was what I'd bring My one and only offering To all the tables in all of Your open houses To the parties with all of the smiling spouses The kindness of friends Made a distortion A personal apathetic erosion Average Agonist Avarice Catalyst What if I was without pleasantries And bounded across your balconies Voided all your boundaries Exposed you all to my disease What if I spoke What I sometimes think Out of boredom, anger, mutiny Felt no remorse Or loss or pity Came at you Like a f**ing banshee