Swift - Lovesick lyrics

k**ed--but i'm still struggling, to hold on to You--i know i'm failing. it feels like my arms Are tied to my hips, and i, just tripped i'm Falling-- But not because i'm lovesick or am i lovesick? It felt so warm with you and now my own bed Feels foreign to me--i guess i just hate things, That are empty and i'm sleepy-- But not because i'm lovesick or am i lovesick? It seems like my world is falling to it's end, It seems like the color gray. Pictures in perfect color with words to listen to, That's the scene i saw--and now, that my hope is Crushed, and fingernails are gone, i'm bleeding-- But not because i'm lovesick or am i lovesick? Please don't hold out on me, the distance cant be That far, it can't be--this is confusing me, what's Wrong with me? what's wrong, with me? I'm not lovesick or could i be? i'm so--confused What's wrong with me?