Swallow The Sun - These Hours of Despair lyrics

I'm buried in the snow As your blackened heart's finally got frozen No daylight in the horizon Your warm and loving flames of wrath Shall be my guiding light Horizon lost, guide us Light has faded As has the touch of your palms No more songs of joy Only dreadful silence And painful memories Hold me day after day Was it my shadow That eclipsed the sun in your heart? Was the ice cold river Your final relief? Light, joy, love, hope, trust All is lost "These hours of despair Pitch-black holes in my soul All is lost I can't forgive myself I will follow you"